1ST day of CNY

wake up late..but actually not that late also..

my relative came late today

my cousin went to watch movie

so yeah! i wanna watch too..XD

its quite boring lah..coz no friends to talk or do something

not like last year..=/

early in the morning i sms all of my friends n wish them CNY

but then only half of them who reply back to me..

aiyo..hahaha but i truly wish them all the best n hav fun..=)

in the evening my mom stop playing mahjong n start to cook for dinner

thats is when i start to run away..haha XD

i didn run away thought..coz ltr kena marah

haha..so i just help my mom out with the dinner

while i was doing all these helping..

i sweat A LOT!!! the sweat was like dropping from my head just like kena hujan

n its a lot..when i wipe my face the towel is totally wet!!!

hahahahha XD..actually CNY is a great day for exercise

its only when we help out our parents

if not i'll became a pig thr..

so yeah..i was soo freaking tired today..

n i feel sleepy..zzZZZ

but then i still on9 n blogging..haha XD

then i realise that i was so being selfish to my friends, my family n myselves(sometimes)

especially my friends...i think i'm too easy influence by a small stuff

especially bout the name list on the fixed n free campaign time

but i think i was doing a right thing..

but then it became a hatred to me n my friends..

i didn talk to them at all especially rachel n man yi..

i have these hatred in my heart towards them..

mayb i'm jelous or wat?!

i also don knw..

2nd week of the school we use to talk a lot..

but then now?? NO!

i don knw y..but i feel even more lonely since they just like ignor me a lot

actually i feel sorry to them..coz mayb i was the group leadr..

so its hard to do according to wat they want..

so I'M REALLY SORRY!! for what i did or didn do to u all guys

especially all my classmate..

i just wanna live a happy life with my friends n family..

nothing more n nothing less..

n again..i just wanna say..

I'M SORRY!!