Sunday, October 27, 2013

Pretending

Pretending that you don't know that person.
Pretending that you doesn't exist.
Pretending that you don't care.
Pretending that you don't know anything.
Pretending that you're smart.

Each time when I'm pretending to do something it always implies to everyone that know me or worked with. Usually when I'm pretending are basically to hide my secrets or avoid being recognize or I just don't care face. 

Just come back from my KL trip. 4 days and 3 nights with Sharon. It was part fun part not fun. I don't know but we somehow had a bit of controversy in terms of action and decision. Sometimes I disagree and sometimes she disagree. Its like somehow our friendship suddenly when downhill (ok I exaggerate a lot) even we didn't fight nor had an argument, but somehow you'll know their true self even more. That's how I feel. Travelling with friends really shows own true self. I think I did show my ugliness and childishness in making random decision. 

But I'm more aware and a little bit more conscious in making decision or saying anything. We're not kids anymore. We can't bluff, we can't say something stupid, we must care about his/ her feelings. Sometimes I do wonder if they care about my feelings as well??

I need to find a prefect travel companion. Sharon is okay and we're having our next trip again next year! Looking forward anyway. Going to update about my trip on voomei.blogspot.com soon! Stay tune. :D




Till then,
Cheers and God Bless