The day has finally come. Its the day where, I figure it out that I couldn't hold it anymore, the day that I have to get away from these miserable life of mine. I've been waiting for more than 6 months or more than that, waiting for boss to lecture me about the life of being a successful account executive. Once and for all it happened to be today. I cannot believe boss finally told me that I could do better and the stories goes on. That's where I realized I've endured and secure this position for too long.
Last year, around this time of the month I was waiting to resign and get better job offered but I'd stayed. After all the tremendous amount of interview session I realized that money and position as account is not what I want. I want to fulfilled my passion. My longing passion that I've kept aside. Because I told myself that I still can endured until I found a job that is my dream job. Now I even realized that I can't pursue my dream because I am in the constant pause. I kept delaying and torturing myself with the current work which makes my life miserable.
No matter how I endured to secure this job I hate it, I'm constantly losing motivation to move on. I told myself I could stay at this current company until I'm old enough to replace the current Executive. But I was wrong, Because I knew that I hate my current job, I couldn't solve any problem, I couldn't think straight, I couldn't absorb all the things I've wanted to work on later, I couldn't move on and learn more. I STOPPED. My heart has finally stop all these endurance I'm giving to myself and telling me to move on a better job that I've always dreamt off.
Finally its time to say goodbyes to the current one and pursue what I've kept aside. Wish me luck!
Cheers and God Bless