thinking of it

i'm still thinking of it whether i should go to the

leadership camp or not..

mayb i'm scare of my trauma coming back again...

but i hope n never hav this trauma..

if not i'll be able to do stuff that i want to..

but nevermind..

as long as thr's my frens n my family who support me its fine..

i sms 'him' today bout the leadership thing again..

i think he starts to ignor me n malas want to sms me..

its not even everyday we sms..

n when i sms its all about the schools activities mah..

but biar lah..i oso start to malas bout 'him' already...

lazy to care bout 'him' but i still want to see him..XD

budu this..haha XD

n thr's new update that is our talent night has postponed

its going to be at 7feb 2010..

n our audition its going to be at next week wed...

its really nice to hav lots of activities going here n thr

but i just wanna hav fun without stress or burden

when i think bout burden..

it remembers me of the ALL SAINTS school's songs

hahaha..i miss my old school n my friends soooo much...

till i want to go back the time..haha

but it wont..just hoping that all of them r healthy n happy always..

miss them sooo much...

n bibian is now at same class with me...

i was soo shock when she says that she wants to go thr

 n i'm like woahhh..its last minute girl u still want to go..

but eventually she didn act like anak manja..

haha thx God!!

but she seems to have a lots of fans even only in the 2nd day of school

haha..i'm jelez but i oso got fans i really see through it..

konon lah..but as long she's with me i'm not that lonely..

n my classmate r funny juga lah...but sometimes bikin panas oso..

hopee my friends r happy n healthy always..

may God Bless Us All..

p/s : i miss 5i..♥~