Sometimes I really don't know what I want. At first I thought that money wins everything. As long as there is money in front of me I'll take it. But everything that involved money has a risk. I do somehow wonder what if I take that opportunity in front of me? What is my changes? Because I declined that offer. I rejected that money to change into a new environment but still the job I hate the most.
So I was thinking that, maybe I should just keep going for what I have now, maybe I'll wait a little longer things might change as well but it takes longer. I choose the longer way to go for my passion. But I believe the longer I wait the better I will be. As a human of course we are in greed of certain things, but sometimes we need to choose to let go. Because let go doesn't mean good and it doesn't mean bad as well, it depends. So being optimistic is they way to go through all the things no matter how hard it is.
I want to promise to myself within 1 or 2 years later I am able to go for my passion I've always wanted. I don't want to just talked about it and then regret of not doing anything of it. I'm taking things step by step. Going to look for inspiration, location, budget and travelling.
Speaking of travelling its really crazy I think! This year I'm going to travel to 4 places. IT IS UNBELIEVABLE! My 2014 wishlist is definitely came true! I promise myself I should travel as much as possible before I'm getting old. Because I wanted to document all the place I've visited and make it as a memory to be able to share to my child and grandchildren.
I felt that travelling is a great thing because we enjoy other countries culture and amazing scenery that we've never seen before. Therefore, I'm saving more money for DSLR! So I can capture the most amazing picture as well as shopping till I drop lol. Hope this DSLR thing would come true! hahaha Save money! ush ush ush
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