I need distraction. I really want to run away. Please save me. I feel so desperate right now. I've been so negative lately that it really affects me so badly. I couldn't calm down nor have a rest. I don't want to say but I feel like dying. Its not that I want to die but the depression & negative is so hatred right now its pushing me down. I'm so scared. I felt so suffocating. I'm tired. I always felt that I don't want the day arise where I'll be alone at home waiting for time to pass by. My head is spinning right now.
I'm drowning. I need to run away from here a.s.a.p. I want to cry all night long. Just cry, just cry.
Oh God save me!