Confused

So much, too much, or should I say overload. So many things went through from ups and down. You'll never know where a person go when he/she doesn't update themselves. This year is my last year of Diploma, graduated on April officially on June. Started work from May while I wait for my official graduation ceremony. Decided to resign at the end of August. I'm jobless for the whole September. I'm now officially hired again and became a worker as an account clerk on the 1st of Oct till present. 

During my working or should I say graduation mood. Each of my classmate already decided on what they want to do. But what about myself?? I'm still searching for courses, Uni, country and places that suit me. While I was working (before I resign), I kept on complaining on how I hate my job and how I love my study life. Yes! Working is just a horrible thing when its not one of my favorite. I never like accounting nor financial. I like managing especially event management (even tho include budgeting, financial) 

But I somehow doesn't even think that I perfect for event management. I want something different than others. I like arts and entertainment more but I'm so stupid in technology, system, and all those adobe function. I don't know how to use photoshop wtf. Hahaha no kidding man. NO ONE TEACH ME! and I don't even own the software, you need to buy lah. 

Anyway I'm still thinking what should I study. Yes I start to be independent a little bit. I have this some sort of trauma when I was 17, I can't be left alone I'll scared to death. Slowly things became different and slowly I'm back with my 30% old self that likes to stay alone but there must be things that distract me. hahaha I'm a coward.

People surround me either get a job, study overseas, get married, or just stay at home. There's a time where my friend went overseas to study suddenly appeared back. While he/she avoid me like a celebrity being caught  by the reporter either having affair with another person or being hunt by the police. A lot of thinking running through my mind that time. I was so speechless that time. I want to call he/she or run at him/her but my body and mouth doesn't seems to move or talk at all. 

I was stunted and speechless by him/her present. I never thought things could happen like this. I don't know what happen to him/ her but all I was thinking was why and how! So many curiosity running through my mind. But I pretend that nothing happen and never met during the occasion. I asked my parents about it. There's lots of possibility could happen. 

I couldn't express through my twitter and fb because he/she might notice that I've notice him/her. So if he/she saw this blog update of mine all I hope he/she was doing fine. Because I really cried the whole night thinking all the sweet, happy and fun memories we had and always pray for you whenever I remember you after I know that he/she went to oversea to study. Even though curiosity still running but I'll just let him/her explain whenever he/she wants to. I'll just wait for you to explain yourself. I won't ask until you're willing to blurt out everything yourself to me. When times come I'll know the answer. 

ARGHH!! So much of complaining about my life. Does it even sound like complaining. I hope not hahahaha. I have nothing to say to write now. Buhbye. God Bless. Cheers. :)

NEW BLOGG!!

I'm so sorry for not updating this blog! I've been abandoned this blog for almost half a year. So sorry for those who always follow my update on blog. I've changed my blog or should I say I created another new blog which is more lively and regularly updated since last two month.

 Here's my new blog :D voomei.blogspot.com

Basically I was inspired or not inspired to blog again!?( I don't even know what am I talking about hahaha) You can actually view my current blog here Small intro where a small intro why I made my mind to blog again. About the Social Media East Malaysia is totally a failure for me.

I am very enthusiastic and determined to join their activities but I haven't join at all. We're sponsored to advertise but it's all about food!. The main problem for me to join their activity is because I don't have transport to go to the event. (Super lame excuses but it's true)

Basically I'm still keeping this blog. I hesitated whether to keep or not to keep this blog.  This blog has been a private space for me. I've never let people discover my blog unless my best friend or friend and anonymous reader. This blog have been part of my memories and journey that I've been through.

My new blog are mostly about advertising. I've been joining Churpchurp for years now where we need to advertise to earn money. This type of advertising is a little bit different than Nuffnang. Nuffnang is harder to earn money than Churpchurp. I CAN'T EARN MONEY BECAUSE I'M NOT FAMOUS!! (true story hahaha) No one read my blog since it's too private for this blog.

That's why I've decided to make a new blog voomei.blogspot.com ( I put the link again just in case you've missed out LOL) where I will share in Twitter and Facebook. Especially when I blog an advert. So, that blog has become a public blog for me, this blog will still remain private tho. But I hope my reader will update my blog at the new one so you guys are not outdated ;)

I think I will still update with this blog but not so often then. hahaha I might be back again when I feel grouchy or happy or whatever it is. hahaha I personally really like this blog. It has accompanied me for a while now. Nonetheless this is still my favorite blog. :)

I like to expressed in blog instead of faking it in real life that's why this blog was called Silences Feeling. This blog has a lot of variety feelings from anger to happy to sadness time ( lots of Ups and down story). See I've been expressing more here than the new blog. Too much of publicity and bad influence will never be good.

Anyway I'll stop the crap now Sooooo much of expressing my feeling here. If you guys happen to have update yourself with new NuffnangX Apps or already downloaded the apps please follow me arhh!! Follow me at NuffnangX here's my blog (voomei.blogspot.com) LOLLLL or just type out 'Voomei' in the search tab.

That's the easier way to update my blog frequently in smart phone. Don't say you don't have smart phone arh!? ( I still don't have smart phone lah coz I can't afford buying and follow the plan :P ). You can also follow this blog too. Who know I might update again ;)

Thanks for always reading at my blog even tho I'm not famous :D Bye!!
God Bless all of you <3 br="br">

Champion of the Day.

Last 3 weeks ago it was our opening ceremony for the Sport Carnival

Everyone of us were getting ready for the sport by practicing cheer dance

Practice for the games which who ever is involved.

Let me refresh a bit about the last time what I've post.

1st week of the opening Sport Carnival was cheer and tug of war

Then the 2nd week, we have basketball and badminton competition

The 3rd week was volleyball and futsal competition.

So here's the thing 

Yesterday at assembly they've announced the result for this years 

Game carnival competition.

Trophy 

Okay for the Tug of war competition overall for male we have

3 house that won the 1st place. 

Which is Pink House, Red House and Blue House 

This one is for Male categories. 

Female is the Pink house 

Next we have Badminton. 

Both male and female in this categories won the 1st place

So this guy below represent the Badminton team.

He's pro like Lee Chong Wei. Seriously.

This is Basketball male categories

As well as Basketball female categories won the 1st place

Okay this guys is representing Volleyball male categories

The CEO's expression :O

hahahahahahahaahahaha very cute LOL

Volleyball female categories as well won the 1st place

Overall sport carnival competition goes to *drum rolls*

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BLUE HOUSE!!!!!!!!!!

We are the Champion for this year's Sport Carnival!!!!

Okay that guy holding the trophy was our house captain.

Look at the crowd.

Once they've announced that we are the winner we scream

#likenobody'sbusinnes #likeaboss

Okay when they started this game 

I don't feel like winning or passion to be involved in this competition

the competition's rule and system was different than last time.

The Captain was like no motivation to encourage us to join the game

nor even belief that we could do the best at all.

So my perception was like 'OH Sure won't win this year!'

But I was wrong

 all of us did their best 

even tho the captain was like no hope or

mumbling or even think that

'Aiya sure loss if we didn't improve or play well!'

We did our best to play the games.

Last year's competitor was very strong.

Some of them were the representative for our state.

So it was like so hard to win but also managed to get 2nd place.

This year they win because they are lucky 

that the competitor was not strong enough

and they have the chance to practice with the high standard tutor 

such as the state representative/ coach/ from professional referee 

So it was lucky tho.

Anyway

Its a good thing that we get the 1st place this year

Because we can make good memories out of it 

instead of blaming each other for losing in the competition.

Oh well

Its over now.

Lets move on and let the bad things flew away.

Have fun and good day everyone

God Bless!

You Were My Friend - David Choi

You were my friend and it just happened
Time when by and we just lost traction
You were my friend, you were my friend

You got your buddies and I got mine
We're different people we're in different times
You were my friend, you were my friend

When we were young we had our crew
Looking for trouble everyday
Actin' like fools

Then we grew up, like we all do
You got a girlfriend, and I got one too

Chorus

Yeah we moved on, but we're not that far
We still say hello
But it's not the same at all

It's like we both let go
I guess that's how it is
And I guess it's good to know
He's in a happy place

Chorus

Yo we made some good memories
All I remember seeing is teeth
Hey you're gone and that's ok
Honestly it's fine with me
That's the way it's supposed to be
As long as we keep saying cheese

You were my friend and it just happened
Time when by and we got distracted
You were my friend, you were my friend

You got your buddies and I got mine
We're different people we're in different times
You were my friend, you were my friend

Sara Bareilles - Gonna Get Over You

Amazing song and very lively.

Opening Sport day 2012!

Sport day!!!

Went there by bus with Bibian and her sis.

We basically just support them on that day because 

we didn't join the cheer competition.

I'm helping out. 

Tied the boys leg with bell. hahaha like a dog!!

Ok back to the point.

Our house color is blue house.

Our mascot is Doraemon but we changed it to Blueramon!

 Majority of them chose this name because it is cute and sounds funny

Eventually we get used to the name and keep on saying Blueramon.

When the coach was teaching the cheer for our team

I feel like we won't win any title for it.

Maybe because of the song they use and then dance moves.

Feel like dancing rather than cheerleading.

That's why I didn't join it after I saw the moves.

They did enjoy the process of practicing.

Some were bitchy bitchy, princesses style, 

some were playing, ss, talking, laughing,

some were very friendly, helpful. So many personality.

All of them did their best during the cheer competition

Other team were awesome too.

We won't know the result for the cheer competition until

all the games competition ends.

Year 1 my so call junior. hahaha

Getting ready with their makeup 

The coach from Forever Divine

Some sort of Korean fanatic dance group

Ms. Jossy's daughter and her daughter's friend (pink outfit)

Diploma year 3 from my class <3 Semangat!!!!

Also my junior from year 2 :) Awesome people 

Ms. Jossy!

Lou Man Chian! (Dip year2) One of the mascot Giant

Another co-staring of the day

Nobita ( Dip year1)

Sizuka (Dip Year 1)

Isn't she cute :)

Basically everyone of us forget to take the picture of the starring!! 

DORAEMON and SENYU(rich kid)!! I mean BLUERAMON!!

This is the only picture with Blueramon and Senyu.

So sad!! hahaha Look so cute right all of them!?

Group photo of the cheerleading team.

After the cheer competition ends 

all of the team went to the field to get ready for the 1st match

TUG OF WAR!!

Even though everyone was nervous but we manage to have some

fun to loosed some of the nerves. haha

The 1st match between pink house was super hard

They were so strong until my hand shakes off the rope 

and we lose to pink house.

Everyone's hand was cramped, shaking, muscle pain.

At least we won the match between the red team ONLY.

HAHAHA!

We did our best though. 

The boys did their best too. 

and they won the 1st place.

Actually 3 team won 1st place including our team for the boys match.

The system was confusing but as long as we get the highest point

then we were one step to become the champion.

Tug of War female participant *some were missing*

The last group photo before the next round of our match.

Overall It's an awesome match. 

Super tiring because it required a lot of strength and energy in this game.

But I am happy to at least join and contributed to this game.

And my transcript is looking good too. hahaha 

If you know what I mean. :P

Anyway good game!!

Hope Blueramon will win the other games 

and get the title of Champion!!

God Bless :)

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