To Those Nights

 As someone, just like you, who’s felt extremely low and lonely, I understand those feelings, the fear and discomfort. But amazingly enough, with time I’ve made my way out of that period and can look back, finally understanding why all of it had to happen. I hope the viewers can see this as my encouragement to them. That while there will be difficult times ahead, or there are difficult times now, it won’t last forever. You’ll learn from it, and grow, and eventually… “we’ll all get there, happy”.

http://wongfuproductions.com/2013/05/to-those-nights-new-short-film/

That's the part where Phil made it clear through encouragement note. Yes, sometime we felt lonely, scared, insecure, but as time goes by things change for better. Everything happened for a reason in our life. I think I'm going through it now. Still on my way of reaching the lights, reaching my goal, reaching for thing I've always wanted for. When I reach the lights I'll be happy and forever love and being loved. 

Til then,

Cheers and God Bless

Frustrated

Hi guys I'm back again after blogging yesterday. Cause I was so frustrated so I decided to blog again. hahaha You know the feeling when you want to speak out but you don't know who you wanted to talk to or express. So blogging is the best way to express or let out everything I wanted to say.

So much of nagging post in this blog huh? but more happy side on my other blog right. So if you guys are wondering why I have 2 blogs, voomei.blogspot.com is only for event or stuff that normally do, from food post to travelling post. But here is a place where I speak out. Small part of my life that I've been keeping silence all by myself.

I can't possibly keep everything secret or silence I may burst out or bombed anytime. FUCK U HORMONE AGAIN. hahaha Lately my mind is making me headache, so much of thinking going around and also because of my working environment

1. I have nothing to do at my work. Yup I'm serious. I've been online-ing facebook, twitter, tumblr, weheartit, and I even watch manga online. I can't watch youtube since my computer doesn't have speaker. If not I'll be watching drama everyday at my office. -.-

2. Maybe because I work so fast. I tend to work even slower when I was given a task cause I have nothing to do. Example, the task took 10 min to complete but I extend it for like 30min. That's how it is. Cause I have good reaction towards working, so I tend to work so fast and quickly ended up waiting for the correct timing to pass up the work. hhahaha geddit?

3. I don't talk in the office. I try not to talk. Cause I don't want them to know about story of my life or adding me on facebook or let them know I have blog or whatsoever. Cause they are still strangers to me even tho I've been working work half a year already. I just listen to them, I only tell them anything when I asked or been asked.

I don't know if I've experience failure before or not. It somehow has, it somehow hasn't. I wanted to feel the self accomplishment in my life, I wanted to feel the biggest failure in my life, I wanted to be loved by somebody, I wanted to travel to the place that I've wanted, I wanted to work in a place that I love that I don't mind working more than 12 hours out of it.

Somehow that travelling part is on its way. hahaha cause I've been saving lots of money just for travelling. Someday I will go to CALI aannnndddddd met him! Hope he's not married by the time I go there. LOL I have a dream man far away from my country. A very talented person, non smoker is the biggest point of all. ☺ I never met him in real life and he never met me in real life. I'm just his fan from far away land. hahaha LOL. Why is it so hard to find an ideal man HUH!

To those who are smoker, GIRLS HATE SMOKER, Cause guys who smoke won't die early, its the person who smell the smokers smoke dies early. Geddit?? Okay totally out of my topic. LOL

Bye enough of my nagging and problem. I have nothing to say anymore.
I really hope that I could find a work place where I was belonged to, even if I can't find it hopefully the path I'm going right now will eventually lead to the place where it will be. And I'm blessed with all I have now.


Till then,
Cheers and God Bless.

Overexcited

Oh Hi guys! Back here for a little self diary time. Been tumblr-ing and weheartit everyday every night lately. So much amazing, pretty, cute picture. Tumblr : yvonneying92.tumblr.com Weheartit : weheartit.com/voomei Do follow me! I loved being follow! Not stalker please. haha

So apparently, yesterday was mothers day and we celebrated with grandma on Saturday one day early. We have sushi for dinner! So happy and grandma is happy except for grandpa. LOL haha Anyway grandma told me that she might plan to go overseas with my yee yee (mom's sis) again. 

So I decided to join as well. and of course I proposed USA! I WANT TO GO TO AMERICA!!! My dream is just getting nearer thinking that I could go to overseas, to the place that I've always wanted to go CALIFORNIA!!! 

Anyway did some chatting with yee yee today. Apparently my dream kinda scattered all around, kinda heart broken caused yee yee said its too far away and expensive as well. :( Mad sad!!! Seriously sad. Cause I've been dreaming for 2 days. I know, weird right? As long as I've plan/ proposed I get so excited easily. As if I'm really going overseas anytime.

So I was over excited till my yee yee said not going to America. I'm overly emotional now! FUCK U HORMONE AS WELL! I've been dreaming that I could bump into youtubers or celebrities!!!! OMG HAHA. I WATCH TOO MUCH Youtube lately! Oh youtubers who saw my blog! Please come to Sabah! I'll definitely bring you to the best place in every corner of SABAH, East Malaysia! 

SO I said Korea maybe? She said yes. Since grandma wanted to go again. At least I can go to a place that I've never been so maybe I should take it step by step and save money as well. I really wanted to go to Cali tho. :( 

Lesson learn : Don't get excited over things that doesn't even happened yet. :(

Anyway hope I get confirm on the next trip!

Sorry to hear me nagging all way long.

Till then,

Cheers and God Bless. :D

Hello May

So its been a while since I've post anything on this blog. ☺ This is the second week of Month May. A lot of things happened with just two weeks. Attended my colleagues wedding , updated part of my trip Taiwan Day 1 Taiwan Day 2 and Taiwan Day 3 (still have a 5 more day of Taiwan post) You can view it ☺

So last week on 5th of May 2013, was our most historical day in Malaysia. Yup election. The most intense day, where every one of the voters did their job and vote for their preferable future leader. Not gonna say much about politics especially the bad one cause kinda serious shit. Cause I can't vote since I'm not 21 years old.

Sea of Malaysian

A lot of things happen before election day, during election day and after election day. So much of riot going around the social media. But one thing for sure, we are one Malaysian. We were united as one, we want fair and clean election (which did not happen), for all the things happen it strengthen up us as Malaysian. Proud of them.

Not gonna say much but yeah check out on fb since everything was there.

Till then,
Cheers and God Bless.
Peace (Y)

Some people are wondering

Some people are wondering:

If PR wins, there will be chaos
~ PR won in Selangor and Penang. Chaos? No.

If PR wins, Malaysia will go bankrupt.
~ Bro, Penang, Selangor, Kedah, Kelantan bankrupt? Penang and Selangor are in fact in the top three ranking for Foreign Direct Investments in the whole Malaysia.

If PR wins, they will bankrupt Malaysia with their policies. Lower excise fees ffor imported cars, free water, free education.
~ My friend, BN said that right? Did Selangor and Penang go bankrupt?

But BN promises to deliver their manifesto.
~ Fool me once, fool me twice. Seriously? You gave them 12 chances for the past 12 General Elections. Now you want them to have their 13th chance? Come on. Give 1 one PR lah.

But BN gave out BR1M. RM1000, RM500, RM250.
~ Dude, for the past 50 years, did they give you anything? If PR didn't win 5 states in 2008 you think they'd give you anything?

But BN promises free water now!
~ Stupid. I thought they said it'll bankrupt the country? Why slap their own mouth?

BN promises more money if they win!
~ Eh, smartass. Did the money just drop from the sky? It's from you own pocket lah.

BN give free smartphone!
~ It's not free! It's a rebate of RM200. And your smartphone has to be below RM500. You think smartphone no need internet bill?? You pay RM58(Digi), RM100(Maxis), one year how much? If you can afford iPhone or Galaxy or other more expensive ones, this RM500 smartphone you still want? If you can't afford, then you buy new smartphone no need bill? What we want is free WiFi like Penang! Adoiiiiiii!

BN promises cheaper imported cars.
~ Amboi, copy and paste from PR again. Hishamuddin, Nazri, Ku Nan, Najib all said cheaper imported cars will bankrupt Malaysia, and borrowers will go into default. Then why taking a U-Turn now? 

BN promises prosperity.
~ OI, prosperity for who? Cronies? Are the majority of Malaysians prospering now?

But UMNO warned the Malays that if DAP wins, Malaysia will be a communist country. Islam will be wiped out.
~ Bodoh! DAP is contesting less than 60 seats out of 222 seats. Even if DAP wins all, they still don't have control parliament.

And MCA warned Chinese that Hudud will be implemented.
~ I'm tired bro. But isn't this contradicting to what UMNO just said?

Heart Beats Fast

Hello! *waves* Its been a while since I've wrote my personal post here. Anyway this is the 200th Post!! *Poppss Confetti* Hurray. LOL Follow my other blog kay voomei.blogspot.com I update more on that blog. :)

I can't believed its already April 2013! Time flies so fast that I couldn't catch it up. *running* panting* lol I thought that I just ended my Chinese New Year weeks ago but NOT! Been travelling to Taiwan Last 2 weeks. Will post it on my new blog soon. :)

Anyway, recently or should I say last year? Yup last year around this time. I started to have heart beats fast. So fast that I thought I could die anytime. Cold sweats, cold hands, can't breathe properly, suffocating, these torturing symptoms is just too much. Too much that I thought I would really die that time.

Every time it comes back, I would definitely ask my parents to bring me for medical check up. But somehow my parents were a little bit not so concern about my heart beats fast. Here's a short convo I had with in front of my mom & dad.

Me: Mom Dad, My heart beats fast again. Its been a few times already,
Mom : So? Drink water lah
Me: *worried & heart burn feeling* what happen to me??
Mom:  How'd I know?? You think I'm a doctor arh??
Me : Bring me go see doctor lah
Mom : *Ignore me*
Dad : *goes to kitchen & comes back with a glass of honey water* Nah drink it
Me: *Slowly drink it and I feel better*
Mom: See nothing big, either is your body weak or hot.
Me: =.= yalah yalah

Few months later it got worst during my school time almost every week I had these some sort of heart beat fast that I skip the class and sit outside till my heart calms down. So finally one day I just can't stand it anymore so I ask my dad to bring me to see doctor.

Sooooo...... Nothing happen nor nothing wrong with my heart. I was like what?? But in the same time I'm so relieved that nothing serious happen to me. The doctor just gave me some medicine for heart calming. I basically took the medicine once and I stopped consuming until it came back again after I graduate.

So as long as these heart beats fast occur again I try to calm myself down, drink water and apply some minyak kapak (oil axe). I still have the medicine but its for emergency only. Gonna go for doctor again if my medicine is finished or soon to be finish. haha

After graduate, I started to work and sometimes it occurs again. So I have to be careful of things I do and things I eat. Since I've started working for almost 1 year, changed work for 2 times in 1 year. Still working for the 2nd company for 7 months already. I've been eating very healthy, morning either its biscuit or bread or some snacks, Lunch & dinner is all home cooked meal.

Yup super healthy and I lost 7 KG at first and continuously losing again with the help of exercise :D Not only makes you healthy and save me a lots of money from spending lunch during lunch hour. But I still eat outside food or take out foods during weekend or party or any occasion.

Anyway, I still have loads of things to achieve and tons of bucket list to do so take care people, you only live once, so stay healthy people and eat healthily!
Cheers and God Bless.

Facts About Sabah

This is especially for West Malaysian who might think Sabah is a pain in the ass because of the Lahad Datu standoff.

PS: I have a great friends from the Peninsular that I don't intend to offend, so this is meant for West Malaysians who are anti-East Malaysia, or thinks that Sabahans live on trees and are jungle men.

READ AT YOU OWN PERIL

Facts about Sabah :

- Size of Sabah : More than half (55%) of the whole Peninsular Malaysia.
- Sabah + Sarawak = 60% of Malaysia's economy.
- Contributes to 14% of Malaysia's natural gas
- Make up 30% of the national crude iol reserves
- Produces 392,000 barrels of oil a day, out of Petronas's 650,000 barrels output.
- Accounts to 30% of Malaysia's palm oil exports.

Too much economical talk? Lets get to something you can comprehend with slight ease.

- Malaysia is a multi racial country where all people live in harmony :
Sorry, you meant Sabah and Sarawak is multiracial, no? Sabah, Sarawak has Malay, Chinese, Indian, Kadazan, Dusun, Murut, Ibans, Bajau, Bidayuh, Melanau.

- You want to know what's racial harmony and "1Malaysia'? Come to Sabah. Its everywhere on the streets, to restaurants, to shopping malls, to schools. We can all sit in one table and have our meals without any problem.

-Malaysia has a lot of wildlife :
You mean Sabah and Sarawak, has lots of wildlife is it? The Proboscis monkey, Saltwater crocodiles, Borneon Pygmy elephants, Hornbills, Sumatran Rhinos, Orang Utans, ildboar, Tembadau (cattle), Fireflies, endangered spiders, snakes, insects. Aren't these animals/ wildlife Malaysians are proud of? Lots of tourist come to Malaysia because of its wildlife. So where're these wildlife be found? They're from Sabah and Sarawak bro!

- Malaysia is rich with flora :
Sabah is home to more than 4,000 species of flowers out of the 10,000 species in Malaysia. Ferns, orchids, pitcher plants, you name it.

- Vascular plants? Trees I meant. East Malaysia has 15,000, Peninsular has 8,500 species. We're close to two-thirds.

- The largest flower in the world? The Rafflesia. Where's it found? Sabah!

- The highest mountain in South East Asia? Mount Kinabalu. Where's it found? Lying on the backbone of Crocker range, in Sabah.

So, before you continue saying "I don't mind giving back Sabah to Philippines or Sulu Sultans, do a bit more research and thing about the repercussions".
Before you think Sabahans live on trees, be sure it's Orang Utan, not Orang as in humans.

Sabahans chose to be part of Malaysia prior to 1963. Despite political turmoils, and being the oppressed victims for the past 50 years by the ruling Barisan Nasional coalition, we still remained as Malaysians. The twin towers Malaysia was once so proud of, the highways and flyovers, the high rise buildings, aren't these developments from the pockets of Sabah? East Malaysia, Sabah in particular, has contributed so much to the economy, who are you to say "We don't mind giving Sabah back to Sulu"?

All we want now is peace and justice.
Pray For Sabah.